So right now, the only thought on my mind is, "What the bloody fuck?!" and relates to further things with Francielle, and now just apparently my basic life in general. At the moment, for one, basically all of my friends have ended up using me as the main focus for a rather cheap joke or idioticly insulting comment, others basically just use me because they know that if they need something then they'll be able to get it. Now, with Francielle, there was a lot of history of me having been an asshole to her from having been unwillingly used by Clare as a human bean bag chair and the one incident of me having grabbed her ass which ended up spreading like wildfire through the school because she's a goddamn attention whore and thinks that bringing in more drama to wreck my life is a good idea. However, with as pissed as Francielle got, it eventually ended up with me trying my damn hardest not to fuck up for a fourth time and so far I've done pretty fucking good with that. Now, however, comes my problem with Francielle. Lately, all that she's been going on about is how she needs sex from anyone that can possibly give it to her. Since I'm sure that none of you fucking know this because you don't give a rat's ass about what goes on in my life, me and Francielle have fucked on more than one occasional and almost usually ends up completely one-sided with me wondering why the fuck I even bother because, like my actual life, one party gets everything they've wanted while I'm stuck getting shafted. Aside from me having told her this and the fact that I basically feel like a living dildo, she has also ended up pissing me off in apparently the exact same way I had to her except worse because it's the exact same thing. One of our friends, Kaiser, has been hanging out with us now that school's done and everything, and because Kaiser has this aura of awesomeness, you would think it's rather obvious that Francielle would have fallen for him almost immediately. Now, as I've already said, she had kissed Kaiser the night before and tried to score with him only to find out that he's dating someone [all the while having ditched me on the mini-beach in the middle of the dark, not giving a fuck to let me know what was going on especially since I still had all their crap]. To make things worse, today, when I had told her that she should come down to the shop because basically everyone was there, I had originally thought of it as a chance to see her when I usually don't especially since she thought that I was still pissed at her from having chewed her out about everything basically last night. Now, what do you think happens? I'm in the middle of finishing up a Molten Core raid in Warcraft when she shows up, I see her for two seconds and then she goes into the back room. I finish, go back to hang out with her what do I see? She's still around Kaiser looking just as in love as she was the night before when she had said that she really just needed time alone to sort out things like I had back when she had asked me out and I was still hung up over Rin. Throughout the entire day, it just ended up her ignoring anything I tried to do and her trying to get closer to Kaiser, finally ended up at Dave's house where what's going on? Either Kaiser sitting on the couch with Francielle basically sprawled on top of him or Francielle with Kaiser's head against her crotch, all while the dog is basically sitting next to me begging to be pet [clearly the most attention I've gotten all fucking day, and for the last three days].

Give me feedback on everything, what you think, advice on what you think should happen. Otherwise, yeah, you just further my belief that none of you give a flaming fuck about anything that goes on in my life and really wouldn't notice any difference if I had just left the mortal plane.